Full Moon

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I just had to share this with you. The full moon is even more beautiful than in the picture. I wish I could somehow bring its beauty and light and make you see how amazing it looks tonight.

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Change

Change. The word itself causes so much stress and anxiety that some people fear it more than death. What is it so scary about changing that makes us paralyzed and often depressed? In this world where things change on a daily basis are we so scared to venture outside or universe and embrace the change?

All of these questions started popping into my head 3 weeks ago when I realized that I was moving to another city 400 km from home and that I won’t be studying at a college I wanted. I knew I will be moving out of my house and going to university and I was prepared for that but I wasn’t prepared for my plans to be changed and for me to have to encounter new people and a new environment.

I remember the night before my moving day. It was the first time in my life that fear paralyzed me. I fell into an old habit again – smoking. It was the only thing that relaxed me. So I was just sitting there, on the floor of my empty bedroom, with my cigarette, starring at my suitcases. Right about my fifth cigarette I asked myself: ‘’Why are you such a coward?’’

I cried during the ride to my new ‘’home’’ and at night I strolled down the beach all by myself. I barely survived the first night in my new bed. Two days later my roommate came and our parents went home. We were all on our own.

And then it hit me. I could sit here, feeling sorry for myself or I could make this work. Change won’t be scary if you don’t let it take over.

Be in control, make the change compromise and make it adapt to you. Instead of smoking one cigarette after another to lower down the fear, use it as motivation. Let the fear motivate you to become better and to prove to yourself that you are fearless.

Expand your horizons but don’t forget the views you had seen. The best way to make change adapt to you is to keep some of your old habits. For me it was breakfast time after which I make a big coffee for myself, work on my blog and read.

On the other hand I said you had to expand your horizons so make new habits. Make new friends. Just make new! Let the change slide into your life gradually but don’t let it overwhelm you.

If you manage to let go, but still pull all the strings, in a matter of weeks the change will become your everyday life. It will just blend in until it fully disappears and the fear will be gone with it.

I think that the main confusion about change is that we fight for it but we fight against it. The truth of the matter is that without change we would all be in the same place our whole lives and maybe that place is scary, dark and makes us unhappy but we still hold on to it because that place is familiar and in a way it makes us feel safe. It false safety and it’s false happiness so don’t live in it just because you are scared of change.

It’s easier to survive a change and fight a bit harder for a little while than to spend a lifetime in misery so don’t fear the change – embrace it!

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My Evening

So this is how I’m spending my Sunday evening. I’m watching Sex and the City, drinking tea and I lighted my Yankee Candle that I got for my birthday this summer from my best friend. What are all of you up to?

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Listen to me

Listen to me.
I know you’ve had it rough but
put a smile on your face because
no storm lasts forever. Everything will
turn for the best, you’ll discover a world
of opportunities and you just have to reach high.

Listen to me.
It’s too early to give up the fight. When you reach
the top you’ll enjoy the view and appreciate the
struggle but you won’t be standing still. You’ll
find another mountain to climb because you’ll be
a warrior. You will be in love with the game.

Listen to me.
What has passed has passed. Don’t shed a tear
over something you can’t make right. Even when
everything falls apart just clean up the mess and
build new foundations to become better every day.

Listen to me.
When you think it’s too late and the ticking
clock becomes too loud just bang it against that
wall and give yourself time to get back on your feet.
Don’t get scared now, don’t get paralyzed.

Listen to me.
My words are all I can give to you and maybe
they aren’t much. I don’t even know you but
believe me when I say that there are great things
coming your way. Just work for them.

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Chamber of regrets

I had doubts from the beginning
and I guess I should have listened
to that voice in my head saying: ‘’slow
down girl, it’s going so fast’’.

Not really sure what was I looking for,
maybe some love and affection. I knocked
on the wrong door and entered a chamber
of regret that has no exit sign.

I’m just sitting here, wondering where I
went wrong. Maybe I should have been
more careful and listen to my inner voice.

I feel weak and I need manna to fall from the
sky because I doubt I’m capable of even fighting
for my breath right now.

This chamber of regret has a sweet taste to it.
I think I’ll just sit here some more and contemplate
about my deed. No rage, no sadness – just thinking.

Will it give me strength to pull myself out of this strange
place? I don’t know, but right now I got used to the silence
and it doesn’t torment me like it did before.

I’ve made so many mistakes and I know I should
make it right but I have no strength to change.
This chamber of regrets became my safe place.

 

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Black and white

Throughout my life I’ve learned one thing about me. I’m an extremist. I go from one end to another and the middle in an unknown area for me. It’s black or white, hot or cold, happy or sad. No middle. Even when it comes to the clothes I wear they’re either bursting with colors or they’re one colored.

It got me thinking about life. Is everything really black or white?

In terms of relationships are we allowed to have a gray area? Let’s say you have a boyfriend/girlfriend but you meet someone else who you also like. If you can’t decide what to do you’re standing in the gray area and you are running the risk of hurting two innocent people but if you picked one side, black or white, you’ll only hurt one person. It still isn’t perfect but it’s better than two. In my opinion relationships would be much less complicated if everything was black and white because when we enter that gray area we lose ourselves and we get confused about our whishes and feelings.

In terms of everyday life events we are surrounded by gray areas because the most demanding job is living. There are numerous options and we rarely know which one is right. To be honest none of us ever made a decision that we didn’t question a million times.

For example, you wanted a certain job but didn’t get it so you had to settle for something else. Are you in the black area and everything just went to hell? Even in my black/white opinion I think that sometimes we should just believe that we are in the gray area because there is still hope that we’ll step out to the white side of the story. Maybe that job is just a step towards something better, a promotion or some new job opportunities.

I’m no expert in life but I’ll just be honest. When it’s just about you wander the gray area, let yourself be lost and give yourself a chance to find yourself all over again. When you are running the risk of hurting someone cross the gray area and work fast because you shouldn’t hurt someone just because you don’t know is it black or white. Maybe you’ll end up hurt at the end but I think it’s easier to survive some pain than to live with your conscious and guilt every day.

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Little breakfast sandwiches

Good Morning! I’m going to die of boredom today. It was raining all night long and it’s cold outside so no beach for me today. I think I’ll start reading a book. The owner of the apartment left some book behind so I’ll check out if they’re any good.

Anyway I started my day with a bit of unusual breakfast for me. Most of the days I have oatmeal and fruit but today I didn’t feel like eating it. I got some whole wheat crackers, peanut butter and jelly, peanut butter and bananas, cream cheese and chicken salami, an apple and of course that my daily dose of caffeine is here! I’m Luna and I’m a coffee addict.

Also yesterday I started doing 30 days of yoga with Adriene (hope I spelled her name correctly). Does anybody have some experience with her or any recommendations for me? I usually workout at least 4 times a week but I’ve always only done pilates, cardio and some Shaun T workouts because I love him and yoga is a whole new world for me.

So what are you guys up to today? 😀